Taking care of myself

It seems that every time I start something obstacles get in my way, or I decide I miss junk food. I primarily blame Jarrod. His eating habits make me miss my old ones. I eat too unhealthy yesterday...what with malt o meal and turkey burgers, corn on the cob,sweet potato fries...it just seems for every one day I eat healthy I have a second day in which i eat horrible, and every one day I exercise I have a second day I do nothing and eat everything. Several months back I started a diet, joined my fitness pal and have been logging my exercise, when I remember that generally a good week. However, remembering to do so is tiring. I believe that it's time to try harder. Get in shape, be proud of myself. It's my body. I should love it. I should eat better, adorn it...treat it as a temple as they say...Here's hoping

Maybe one day, i shall actually enjoy my body. I need to join the gym, and work out more. I need to take my vitamins, and not be so lazy.

Jarrod is no longer in the picture. I miss him, I still get a feeling of sorrow when I think about not being around him anymore but I have a new guy, one that actually wants to spend time with me, and help me get in shape. He says he wants me to be happy and I'm hoping for his sake i can be