It's a tad depressing...

Applying for jobs is never fun, applying for a job you love, even though you know the pay will suck, is a bit saddening as well.

Applying for jobs in which you never get called back due to lack of experience is the worst part of the entire thing.

I finally went to interviews for daycare part time jobs. I really want to work with kids. I love them so much. I still don't believe I want one of my own, however, having a job i would love to go to everyday would be a dream. I believe that I shall continue to try. This not having a job is effecting me more than I thought it would. I want a life again. One that doesn't involve me bumming off of people.

I have a kid of my own now, he may not be biological but he is mine, and now not having a job, i still have a purpose and a reason for doing the most awesome things ever. Being a mom has it's perks, even with his temper tantrums and child development classes, I'm learning everyday.