Here we go...

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That's right. I've finally decided to start. I'm scared, failure is always the first thing in my mind when i think of diets, this is on my list of things to do though and I'm going to do it. Motivation for starting now?.. My sister is getting married and i will be a bridesmaid, as much as i hate bridesmaids dresses, it's gonna be even worst knowing that i'm up there with toothpick thin woman..so now it's time to start and actually accomplish my goal, so with the help of myfitnesspal, hopefully i wont back down now.

So, seeing as how I just started this is going to be hard but I should not go with fast food for both lunch and dinner...I'll do better tomorrow...I hope.

And yet again, I get stressed and distracted. I have lost 4 lbs, not quite sure how, maybe stress maybe not. I'm going to have to start working on this again. I have no excuse not to work out seeing as how at the moment I'm currently jobless and need to walk around to find a job since driving around town is impossible with some nicotine induced roommate who's broke as well

Yea, seeing as how I have no willpower, this is gonna take some time.

It's been months now, and lots has gone on in my life. I'm broke, no money whatsoever. Living off of amazing friends. Really hoping to get a job soon. Stress however, definitely a good thing. I've lost 9 lbs without even trying. Hopefully it will continue to decrease. Hopefully...

It's now been over a year since I posted this, and I have only lost 7 lbs. I love food way too much. I need to get motivated. My new boyfriend says we will join a gym together, but so far, he is all talk. Maybe he will, then I shall get in shape, and have fun