Ginormous

I'm not sure when I started using this word but Gigantic and Enormous have come together to show the LARGEST possible thing : GINORMOUS!!!
Yea, I don't even realize I'm saying it most of the time.

Here we go...

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That's right. I've finally decided to start. I'm scared, failure is always the first thing in my mind when i think of diets, this is on my list of things to do though and I'm going to do it. Motivation for starting now?.. My sister is getting married and i will be a bridesmaid, as much as i hate bridesmaids dresses, it's gonna be even worst knowing that i'm up there with toothpick thin woman..so now it's time to start and actually accomplish my goal, so with the help of myfitnesspal, hopefully i wont back down now.

So, seeing as how I just started this is going to be hard but I should not go with fast food for both lunch and dinner...I'll do better tomorrow...I hope.

And yet again, I get stressed and distracted. I have lost 4 lbs, not quite sure how, maybe stress maybe not. I'm going to have to start working on this again. I have no excuse not to work out seeing as how at the moment I'm currently jobless and need to walk around to find a job since driving around town is impossible with some nicotine induced roommate who's broke as well

Yea, seeing as how I have no willpower, this is gonna take some time.

It's been months now, and lots has gone on in my life. I'm broke, no money whatsoever. Living off of amazing friends. Really hoping to get a job soon. Stress however, definitely a good thing. I've lost 9 lbs without even trying. Hopefully it will continue to decrease. Hopefully...

It's now been over a year since I posted this, and I have only lost 7 lbs. I love food way too much. I need to get motivated. My new boyfriend says we will join a gym together, but so far, he is all talk. Maybe he will, then I shall get in shape, and have fun

Everyone loves a slinky...NOT

So, slinky playing is on my list of things to do..and I did it, only to come to the realization that I never really could keep an interest in a slinky. Gave it five minutes and I was bored, this one particularly interested me because it was a florescent color.
Do you remember Ace Ventura and the slinky? Some one has to be 10x's a moron to find that interesting past there teens. Just a thought

Game Night

So it's been a few weeks, since we started gaming and it makes me happy because not only do i get to see some of my best friends every week but I also get to play D&D.
I love thinking games, even if my brain sometimes doesn't want to work.I love the dice, the paper, the envisioning the characters..It's all freaking awesome !!!!!!
My character in this campaign is a gypsy bard half-elf. Generally i'd go for a Rogue but the dm has decided we should learn 2nd edition because he doesn't like 3rd or 4th..so everything is backwards..but it's a new game basically and I'm having fun learning it.

Amber of Wolfstar...

Being part of the society for creative anachronism has always been fun. Who wouldn't like camping in funny clothes, watching belly dancers and drinking home brewed mead?
It was just this year, in March, when I became a full fledged member of house Wolfstar... the largest household in Ansteorra.I was so happy, I worked my ass off for my star. I had over 20 volunteer hours, I helped set up almost everyone's camp, and I partied ALL NIGHT, EVERY NIGHT (which wouldn't seem like that would help..but you don't know my household and if you do...you understand).
I also asked questions, and sat with my star discussing said question like..."who are our silver wolves, who was the first wolf, and many other history of household stories that might be asked, just in case.
They did stand me up around the campfire and ask the questions...Shanna couldn't be there so they called her and she asked a question. I was Very proud the night I became part of house Wolfstar.
I was given this leather sash because I did sit and ask my elders about the past and because I answered the questions right and it will be treasured always

Grandma, I love you

My grandma Dora died last Easter, so I can't do this again..but I did however ask her a bit about her life whenever she was alive and still able to talk. I miss her so much.
When I asked her about her past however, it was only about how she met my grandfather and that in itself was sort of depressing. She said " Mijah, I did not like him. I'd see him on the street and every time, he'd ask me out and every time I said no."
Eventually she said yes, because he was persistent and he adored my Grandma. I remember her telling me about being a housewife a lot. She had three jobs her entire life so most of her stories were of being a housewife. Of my father and felix burning themselves, of everyone making a mess. She hated messes. When me and my cousin, Sarah were born she took care of us. I remember her house greatly. The toys we had there the old schoolbooks we used to play school with when we were too young to write. Helping her make breakfast.
When Sara died at 17, it was my grandmas house i went to so I could remember her. I loved her, she's where I got my ability to talk, and think...but mostly talk. She did that a lot. I'll post more when i have time

Helping a friend...lol

Ok, So... as goes with my crazy so called life. I had one plan and went with another. All started well, dressing in garb to get to the grub and garb and demo my society ways, well it's Oklahoma in July..which means HOT. One step outside to wait for my lovely Chris to get here and I went to my room and changed into the mundane, we arrived at the G.N.G. and intended to spend the last 2 hrs there..however..it was still too hot, so we ended up going to a movie instead.
We watched the sorcerer's apprentice which was actually really good for a movie I'd never heard of..either way, we invited my friend Ben along and after the movie. He mentioned the date he had for that night..which would be in an hour, and he'd been telling her it was a surprise for the last 4 days. He had no idea where he was going.
Well I, suggested Lazar Tag. I mean it is Lazar Tag and that's always awesome..but the thought of someone "winging" a first date. I had to watch, So..seeing as how Chris will be his new roommate..we decided to chill at his house, as great as it was to think of a person winging a surprise date..it was even better when she showed up...in a dress.
Classic.
All in all, lazar tag went well and he brought her home...he's attempting to get some tonight...but either way there's my helping of a friend

ALICE, ALICE...follow that Rabbit!!!

So, as of now..this has almost topped the Labrynth Soundtrack..but lets be honest guys, NOTHING will top that one, it's the ultimate classic. I have however been extremely fond of the Alice soundtrack, the making of that movie as a Tim Burton film greatly intrigued me and then the soundtrack came out and for the past few weeks it's been my cleaning music..it's played every day while making my bed and wondering around..Shinedown has a song called "Her name is Alice" that really captures me and makes me relate, Music is funny that way..making you relate to following down a rabbit hole...
well, that's all for now.

Update: having reread this, the memory title of this is misleading....I seem to remember getting lost with my2 best friends and actually following a rabbit. I swear I was never on drugs.

StarDust

Not only is this one of my favorite movies of ALL Time, I've owned it not only once but twice since I started this blog.
I got sort of sidetracked with all the drama in my life, and stopped posting for a bit so I'm going to try to catch up now, it was because of this movie that I was able to sleep at night those several months me and Jarrod were broken up. I can quote this movie word for word, I don't even need the movie anymore...
Yet, I almost cried when I lost it. A very good friend of mine bought it as a gift to me after I lost it and it has been cherished ever since.