the baker is not in me..

I have made 3 bread attempts thus far, mostly all have been bad. I did however get banana bread to be kick ass.

It's the end of the world as we know it....

Ok, so not really but the post apocalyptic world is so much fun to think of, and I'm not the only one of my friends who agree. Several took to even throwing an annual apocalypse party. Last year, I was unable to make it. This year, I went as Katniss Everdeen, if you don't know who that is yet, just wait...you will. The location of this party was in an old rundown barn...mostly the people who showed up are people who dress up in my wonderful sca society.. It was a lovely night full of radioactive walls, brain punch, the antichrist...and cake. what more is there to ask for...oh yea, pictures...there were plenty of those.

Zombies Zombies Zombies...my love for them just grows and grows

Will you be my friend?...

Since Jarrod moved away, it seems that I have had the need for more friends in this area. I never realized how long it takes to go from acquaintance to a friend, or coworker to friend for that matter. Several months of working at target has finally made me realize that I have accomplished it though. I love meeting people; as a result, I know a lot of people.
Several of them I consider close friends, many of them change throughout time. However, I have found that I attract the gays like glitter, and like glitter...they stick.
My best friends are of the male gender, but they talk of boys as much as I do. I'm not a fag hag, I'm not prejudice. I happen to have several friends whom i consider the best in the world. I wouldn't trade them for anything. Even the new ones.

It seems I've been slowly alienating myself from people as of late and I need to make a habit of not doing that because apparently there have been quite a few phone calls that I just don't answer

One flew over the cukoos nest...

It took me until today to finish this book, and I still am not sure I like it. I'm going to re watch the movie next, but from what I remember the contradictory are too massive to actually compare the two. The Indian's story was not bad but his view on the entire thing was more serious than I expected. The comedy movie of this show did not give me the right mindset to enjoy this book. Hopefully after re watching it. I'll appreciate it more. We shall see.. No, all in all. The book was much better than I originally thought. I just wasn't in the mindset for it at the time

the adult take on bobbing for apples is what?....

Sticking your head in a bucket of ice water full of miniature bottles of alcohol. Who thinks this is a good idea? I'm not quite sure and yet, this has been on my list of things to do for longer than I remember. Last weekend I actually participated in it. While going through my "bucket list" as people love to call it, I came across it...well here I am

that's me participating instead of just watching,



Achievement Gained!! One more thing to mark off the list! :) Miniature bottles of alcohol yay!

Volunteer my time..

I always seem to volunteer my time but never to anything I feel has meaning. This week I'm going to be donating my time at work with the salvation army doing activities and helping feed children while Target lets them go shopping, on them. I'll let you know tomorrow how it goes and if this feels like I actually volunteered my time.

It seemed that this time my volunteer work made me feel more like a babysitter than anything else. Maybe next time

so...why not try?

For the longest time I've wanted to try to draw a self portrait, however, due to my lack of skill I've always "put it off, until I can do better", there is no doing better so why not start off now..the photo I have chosen is this one

I'm not quite sure I can pull this off but damn it I wanna try so here goes my attempt at drawing myself...

so the process starts, not looking so great so far but i guess it could be worste
i seem to have lost this so this shall be my self portrait. hmm, wonderful