I believe..

So, I finally told my mother that I'm Agnostic this Easter weekend and I was told "you are not allowed to die until you accept God". I must say that it made me sad for my mother. Her knowledge of other religions made me realize that I'm not as lacking in mine as I once thought.

I did read the Satanic bible and did discover that it is my least favorite religion. The views weren't all horrible but the ones that I liked all revolved around the philosophy of Ayn Rand and she happened to come first. Everything they added didn't interest me at all. The whole do what you want brings consequences I believe .

Neo Pagan religions are amazing to me. The fact that all Intertwine. The Gods and Goddesses mingle. The similarities are uncanny. They are interesting reads. The way Odin sacrificed his eye, the way Zues lost his son

I'll write more on this later. Just decided I should at least start on this because it is one of my love topics.

Woot for Music!!!!

So, I debated back and forth with going to the Norman Music Festival and skipping the sca event. I did decide to go out on Friday night, and was very glad I did. Music seems to bring much joy into my life. music of all kinds, and there was a variety of music. Also ran into some friends promoting there "bang bang" show, and helped them promote it. Hopefully I did a good job at that.

My favorite band from that night, although I did miss the mimsie's so i can't judge them was a latin band known as Monte Negro. The bars that were open, the walking down main street with booze. the great company. I think next year I shall enjoy it more because I will choose it over the event, and get the full experience. If I had had my camera I could've had some awesome pictures but seeing as how I no longer have one it kinda makes me sad hearted. That's all for now, my list of things to do in life keeps growing..but my accomplishments do as well.Hopefully, talk to you soon.

Why not?!

So, things don't always work out as planned. One minute your taking a drug test in hopes to get a job and the next, you've screwed yourself over... One day your boyfriend is talking about who you would be his best man and the next you are moving in with your best friend. One day your looking for jobs and the next your moving to Shawnee to help out a friend. Inconsistency seems to be my way of life...and when things start getting to hard I do run away. back home generally to my mother and sunlight and the lake. This time I didn't
I went to Dallas, and annoyed the hell out of one of my best friends. Actually slept with him, Ignored Jarrod. Had a blast. I was thinking earlier that I shouldn't have. I'm not one for casual sex. It HURT LIKE HELL, whenever he told me we could never date. But it was an adventure. I way to learn to try something new..move on with life. Try to start again. I was doing this just last month...it's time to try again right?, eventually life will have meaning